About the Show

How do you pursue an art form you love when you no longer feel you belong? In this solo show with live music, Lewis Rawlinson traces his journey through queerness, addiction and mental health. Nervous Breakdown in G Minor is a lyrical autobiography about growing up Mormon in Montana, training as a classical cellist and confronting the realities of pursuing a life in music.

Lewis interweaves storytelling with a live performance of a four-movement cello sonata, a turbulent work that mirrors his path from discovery and joy through doubt and collapse to rebirth. The result is a raw exploration of identity and a reclamation of narrative—seeking a more honest, and ultimately universal, connection to music.

Nervous Breakdown in G Minor recently completed a critically acclaimed run at the Winnipeg Fringe Festival. The show was also the recipient of a 2023 Chicago DCASE Grant and was performed at The Den Theatre and Theo Ubique Cabaret Theatre.

 

THE ARTISTS

Written and performed by Lewis Rawlinson
Piano performed by Mo Xo
Directed by Stephanie Rogers
Developed with Arlene Malinowski

About the Artist

Lewis Rawlinson is a Chicago-based cellist and theatre artist. Chicago acting credits include High Fidelity (Refuge Theatre Project, Non-Equity Jeff Award Production of a Musical), bare: a pop opera (Refuge), Fun Home (Towle Theatre) and Barney the Elf (The Other Theatre). San Francisco acting credits include Triassic Parq (Theatre Bay Area Award Nomination - Actor in a Principal Role, Ray of Light Theatre), Godspell (TBA Award nomination, OMG I Love That Show Productions), The Addams Family (Bay Area Premiere, Contra Costa Civic Theatre), Les Misérables (Broadway By The Bay) and Urinetown (Los Altos Stage Company).

As a cellist, Lewis has played with many orchestral ensembles, including two international tours to Asia and a performance of Saint-Saens' "La Muse et le Poéte" concerto for violin and cello as a soloist with the Billings Symphony Orchestra. In Chicago, Lewis has played cello for productions with Music Theatre Works and Porchlight Music Theatre, as well as in the Marriott Theatre's production of Titanic. He was also the alternate cellist for Goodman Theatre's production of The Matchbox Magic Flute, adapted and directed by Mary Zimmerman.

In addition to theatre, he has performed and recorded with indie/folk artists such as Liz and the Lovelies, The Okay Lakes and Laura Glyda. He played cello with the San Francisco-based band The Family Crest (NPR's Tiny Desk Concert alumni) on their Spring 2019 European Tour across Germany and Austria, their concert during the reopening of The Presidio Theatre and their musical adaptation of Romeo & Juliet at The Den Theatre.

Lewis graduated with Honors from Roosevelt University's Chicago College of Performing Arts with a Bachelor of Musical Arts Degree in Cello Performance and Arts & Public Policy.

www.lewisrawlinson.com@lewiscellist

Press

Nervous Breakdown in G Minor drew the strongest response of any production I have seen at this [Winnipeg] Fringe. It’s a personal redemption story, well told and performed, but with Rawlinson’s exquisite cello playing as a bonus. You really owe it to yourselves to take in…this work.”
-Kevin Longfield, UMFM 101.5

“Lewis Rawlinson brings vulnerability and emotional depth to the stage, weaving his personal story with fragments of memory, music, and identity. The cello playing, as expected, is superb. Raw and immersive…offering a window into mental collapse that felt neither melodramatic nor clinical, but authentically lived.”
-Ashley Frantik, Jenny Revue

“A vulnerable young gay man aspires to be a concert cellist, but trauma and distress put his dreams on hold. Given the abdication of dignity that can come along with elite pursuit, owing to the historic amount of abuse in classical music against anyone who isn’t a cis male, the cure can be worse than the disease. Their loss. Here is a brave queer soul finally living his best life: a story well told by the Chicago-based actor-musician.”
-Lara Rae, Winnipeg Free Press – 4 Stars

Running Time

One hour and 30 minutes, with no intermission

Due to the high volume and wide breadth of work we present, we are often not able to proactively offer content advisories for individual performances. However, if you have specific concerns about stage effects (such as strobe lights or fog/haze) that might have a bearing on comfort or well-being, or if you would like to know more about the age appropriateness of the performance, please contact the box office at 312-335-1650.

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Running Time

One hour and 30 minutes, with no intermission

Content Advisory

Due to the high volume and wide breadth of work we present, we are often not able to proactively offer content advisories for individual performances. However, if you have specific concerns about stage effects (such as strobe lights or fog/haze) that might have a bearing on comfort or well-being, or if you would like to know more about the age appropriateness of the performance, please contact the box office at 312-335-1650.

RED Card Members

If you are a RED Card Member, your credits are valid for this LookOut presentation! Click the button below to learn more about redeeming your credits online.

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Patron Code of Conduct

Welcome to Steppenwolf, one of the premiere ensemble theaters in America. By visiting us, you agree to adhere to the theatre’s Patron Code of Conduct and Health and Safety Protocols.

 SPONSORS